bye bye frequent posting;

of raging outburst emotions. last day of work today, i will not need to blog to kill time no more. pretty stoked yet pretty sad that im leaving. quite like it here, people are so nice and my boss is too adorable. she gave us each a roll of yellow butter paper that costs a lot of $$ as an away gift (this is the part where you go 'awwwww'). done with my work for now so i guess i have a minute to post this. someone bought a hella lot of fruits (apricots, raspberries, cherries and blueberries) to the office.. it smells so good :)

world stage is tomorrow, pretty stoked now to think about it. it'll take my mind off things. going with wifey (and her friends) & kijun. hope it's worth the wait tho. AAR was a huge let down the last time round.

im trying very hard to get past every night without bringing my expectations up. i hate it when people text & call me at night now, it's so sad when i see someone else's name but yours. believe it or not, i've actually chucked my phone out the room once (okay that was because of annoyance over something else but still, it counts) i miss talking to you so much. idk who to turn to everytime i need someone to lie to me that everything is going to be alrighth. idk who to call everytime some random shit happens. and i dont know who to look for everytime i feel bored. so many things i want to tell you, but mainly, I MISS YOU.

college starting on monday. summer's almost over, hope it's not too late.

i am breaking up with you...

blogspot. i just realized that i've totally abandoned my Xanga for you. how could i do this? =.= amazingly dissapointed in myself. and im sorryyy Xangaaa, im coming back baby! hehe, our 4 anniversary is coming up :) i wont be surprised if i get a Xanga tat by the end of the 10th year.


3 more days till im home free. it's like standing on 1st base, you can see yourself doing a homerun but you cant because there are 'things' in the way, in this case, it would be Cate Blanchett and clan. Ohh i miss Baseball & softball :( Mmm, not that im complaning or anything.. oh wait i am. heh. im bored, no facebook, people are not replying my random texts, and noone's on Twitter :(


summer is almost overr. despite living in a country that is practically summer all year long, i still fancy the term 'summer vacation' some things never die you see. JIS has put a whole lot of things in me, for one, i cannot spell color with a 'u' or realize with an 's'. oh my god, what am i crapping about? Cate Blanchett is still on that football site, hmmm.. anyway, was thinking of a post to wrap up summer.


WORLD STAGE! So fucking stoked! Can't wait. It may just be the right thing for me now. partying and random acts of spontaneity. pretty sure something stupid is going to happen with the company i have that evening.


on a lighter note;

you cannot imagine how much i hate you people and want to rip out your guts and give them to Paul for his entertainment.