you should go play freeze tag in traffic

oi fatty;

2012-01-03T09:10:00.003+08:00

hiiiii :3 i love you.

oi fatty;

2012-01-03T09:10:00.001+08:00

hiiiii :3 i love you.

pretty much sums it up?

2011-11-20T10:52:00.001+08:00

“You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see him in his most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state. He breathes as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but his own. You smile, kiss his face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake him. You turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and in this moment, you know it doesn’t get any better than this.”

86;

2011-11-18T05:23:00.001+08:00

the spaces between my fingers feel empty without yours.

happy birthday, you know what you are;

2011-10-18T08:45:00.001+08:00

yes, you're a unicorn.

to the guy who makes me smile;

2011-10-09T22:38:00.009+08:00

i love the way you make me feel when im around you. it feels real. but to be honest, im scared of letting you in like the rest because im afraid of you turning out to be just like them. i wont lie, im scared. but you're a chance im willing to take xx

you know what?

2011-06-24T21:44:00.002+08:00

at least, i tried.. and i might be the happiest now, but i will definitely look back and be happy that i at least tried. it's sad how you were the one i wanted to see the most, but you were the only one i didnt call/text. oh well :)

2011-06-20T02:01:00.000+08:00

thanks for making the decision for me. you're not as awesome as i think you are.

and of all the ones;

2011-06-13T22:32:00.002+08:00

i think you hurt the most. definitely. i had laughs with you, i thought we had plans and i thought we had a tiny tiny spark. then you came one day and dropped that bomb on me, it felt like, idk what it felt like man. all i know it, i've never expected that from you. whats sad is that i'm not even worth a shot to you and that i dont know what i did to deserve this treatment. you say you want us to be friends, but you are no way in hell treating me like that. please, enlighten me, what did i do to make you not even want to talk to me anymore?

i never expected a relationship from you, all i wanted was for us to take it real slow and enjoy each other's company, hang out then make a decision. you didnt wait for me and you made the decision by yourself. now im all alone, wondering the 'could have's and 'what if's and 'why's. even till now i wonder what did i do wrong.. all i need to know is what. thats it. but for me to find out whats wrong, that would mean having a conversation with you, which i am dying to. oh well, story of my life, liz always gets left behind.

so maybe it's time to let it go and move on. you obviously dont care and it hurts to see you not care when all we once did was talk all day long.

2011-06-09T11:09:00.000+08:00

and it all comes crumbling down.

history repeats;

2011-06-04T13:38:00.001+08:00

all good things must come to and end. ended before it started. didnt even give it a chance.

2011-05-25T10:44:00.001+08:00

well thats incredibly true.

and im failing uni. whyy? :(

too early but;

2011-05-24T01:17:00.004+08:00

where have you been all my life?
you're nearly perfect.

and im sure it's not mutal feelings we have right now.

lol it would be so akward if we're not on the same page here right now. but sokay temporary happiness is better than no happiness. wtf am i saying??

not like the movies;

2011-05-16T20:29:00.001+08:00

020311;

2011-03-09T20:19:00.003+08:00

Life is funny sometimes, we don't get things we want, but we get things we WANT. Am currently in Melbourne, although it's hard at first, I am coping. I've friends here that make me feel at home and all the love in the world. Events aren't falling short though. There seems to be a festival every weekend. Soundwave and the Bruswick Music Festival just passed and the Moomba Festival is coming up. Pretty stoked to be going.

I stumbled upon a rare opportunity last week; I got to go to a 30 Seconds to Mars show. It was a secret show in Melbourne, courtesy of Take 40. It's been my dream to go see a 30STM show and what better than to attend a semi-private show in Melbourne. About 100 people turned up for the event and the band rocked the evening. It was a short gig unfortunately but the band did not fail to amaze. I got amazing shots of my 'God', Shannon and Tom and I got to experience a once in a lifetime opportunity, partying on stage with the band for the number 'Kings and Queens'. For my first show in Melbourne, it was pretty much epic. And it was FREE.

'God'; he sings like a MAN.

Tomo needs a shave.

Monster on the drums.

This was the best view ever, I won't lie; I'm CRAZY.

And guess who else I met?? He's wayy too adorable man.

Dear Melbourne, I hope luck will finally stay on my side. You've been good to me, and it's only 3 weeks. I could get used to this.

2010;

2010-12-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

some of the highlights of my 2010. there's been ups and downs but I lived through it :) i can say i've been pretty lucky in 2010, and i hope it follows through in 2011. i've only one resolution, and that's to survive 2011 with a smile. nuff said, happy new year everyone.

the christmas wish;

2010-12-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

dont mess. merry christmas everyone :)

you know;

2010-11-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

hey moon please forget to fall down;

2010-11-15T14:04:00.001+08:00

not over yet;

2010-11-13T12:49:00.000+08:00

lookie what I have here :) yeah, the Lambert phase isn't over yet. In fact it's whats driving me through my assignments now. Thank you everyone who's helped me win the autographed Glambox, I really appreciate it. The photo of my was RETARDED but you still voted anyway :) There's a few of you that I will thank personally when I see you. I believe you know who you are :) anyway, here's the prize;

in the aftermath;

2010-10-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

14102010. I'll never forget that date. I respect and hail this man even more now. Not only does he have MAD vocals and a sexy strut, but he is also a very friendly, honest, open minded and direct individual. I thank Sony Music Malaysia for giving me the opportunity to attend his press conference :)

The Glam Nation Tour was freaking BRILLIANT. The lasers, the dancers and the atmosphere was fawesome. Adam did a pretty good job performing his songs, though I felt that he did some pretty fast. He performed 13 songs, majority from 'For Your Entertainment Tour Edition' and 2 idol songs; Ring Of Fire and Mad World. The vocals and flamboyant outfits did not fall short at any number, afterall, thats what people went for, the lights, the glitz and the glam, and okay the obvious love for the american idol runner up. He did 4 numbers in acoustic during the show. Some might say that it didn't flatter the gig but I felt that it was necessary for him to do a few songs unplugged. It complimented his vocals and oh man, it was so hypnotic, he did my 2nd favourite song unplugged, I was soo fucking happy :') other than that I felt that the show should've been longer though, I didn't leave with temporary bad hearing, exhaustion and unbalance-ness. I wanted MORE.

Not only did 16000 people attend the show, but so did 40+ (i think) unhappy protesters. I really am pretty dissapointed with the protesters. I highly doubt anyone went to the concert because Adam is gay. Yeah, after seeing him live it makes us want to stop making babies and sleep around with the same gender. Rightt.. So much for an open minded country. Pretty funny though seeing a bunch of people with disrespectful signboards outside a paid concert venue. Did it not cross their minds that everyone has bought their ticket; noone is going to forfeit a 3 digit value ticket just like that? It really does make them look very dumb. And apparently, I am gay now because I attended the concert. Whoopy. Love how he responded to the whole he should be banned in Malaysia situation; "I think I can survive the concert without one kiss."

Anyway, let's let the pictures do the talking. Upgraded to the Digi Zone by the way. Spank you very much Mabel!

this was during 'Aftermath' :')

Oh and for your information Truebies, Adam prefers Eric over Bill. I cannot wait for my next Adam Lambert concert.

it was real;

2010-09-03T10:27:00.004+08:00

believe me or not, i never felt like that before. loved every second from the start. it may seem like i've moved on, maybe i have, but i wouldn't trade it away for the world :) you mean a whole lot to me, no matter what.

so stoked for adam lambert. but he's not even confirmed. ftw.

can i have a wish right now?

2010-09-01T23:22:00.004+08:00

Bill and Tom Kaulitz, happy birthday :) you're just a year older but your success is immensely admirable. I dont know how you do it but you guys can go on moving forward doing your thing and being happy even with 372837 people hating you guys. I admire that and I look up to you in the sense that you've done what you wanted to do and excelled in it with smiles. I LOVE seeing you boys live, it really brings me so much of joy :) Cant wait for a full length concert the next time.

THIS MAN MIGHT COME DOWN ON THE 14th of OCTOBER. IF HE DOES, THERE WILL BE ONE LESS SAD FACE IN THE WORLD. YOU CAN BET ON THAT. I dont even know if it's even happening yet, but I AM SO BEYOND STOKED.

wanting;

2010-08-31T20:49:00.002+08:00

it's not like i want you to die. but since you couldn't careless, i want you to feel the pain! rawr! i hope karma comes and kicks you in the ass one day! hmph.

hehe;

2010-08-27T10:09:00.001+08:00

all i wanted;

2010-08-20T10:47:00.001+08:00

i could follow you to the begining, just to relive the start.
maybe then we remember to slow down, at all our favourite parts.

oh man, it's been weeks, why are you still in my head? :/

♥;

2010-08-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

like i said, i wont forget you, and yes, i still miss you very very much.
oh and by the way, i have tumblr now. shak made me get one. it's pretty neat :)

it was ♥;

2010-08-12T01:20:00.005+08:00

for me anyway :) heres to it;

I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever.
Now that we've come to the end of a story,
and I know that it's gonna be hard for me.
Might hurt some, might get too much, but I gotta let it be.
As the world turns around and we go different places,
new things, new dreams, new faces.
Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories.

oh my jareddd;

2010-08-08T00:20:00.000+08:00

nuff' said.

what a stupid word;

2010-08-06T21:58:00.004+08:00

assuming makes and ass out of you and me. do you know that?

it hurts more than the truth, a time bomb just waiting to happen. so dont assume kids. be chuck norris and talk it out face to face.

what a way to end the holidays;

2010-08-02T00:32:00.005+08:00

i am not sorry for the epic amount of Tokio Hotel photos :)

back to college now eh?

bye bye frequent posting;

2010-07-30T09:55:00.002+08:00

of raging outburst emotions. last day of work today, i will not need to blog to kill time no more. pretty stoked yet pretty sad that im leaving. quite like it here, people are so nice and my boss is too adorable. she gave us each a roll of yellow butter paper that costs a lot of $$ as an away gift (this is the part where you go 'awwwww'). done with my work for now so i guess i have a minute to post this. someone bought a hella lot of fruits (apricots, raspberries, cherries and blueberries) to the office.. it smells so good :)

world stage is tomorrow, pretty stoked now to think about it. it'll take my mind off things. going with wifey (and her friends) & kijun. hope it's worth the wait tho. AAR was a huge let down the last time round.

im trying very hard to get past every night without bringing my expectations up. i hate it when people text & call me at night now, it's so sad when i see someone else's name but yours. believe it or not, i've actually chucked my phone out the room once (okay that was because of annoyance over something else but still, it counts) i miss talking to you so much. idk who to turn to everytime i need someone to lie to me that everything is going to be alrighth. idk who to call everytime some random shit happens. and i dont know who to look for everytime i feel bored. so many things i want to tell you, but mainly, I MISS YOU.

college starting on monday. summer's almost over, hope it's not too late.

i am breaking up with you...

2010-07-28T10:07:00.007+08:00

blogspot. i just realized that i've totally abandoned my Xanga for you. how could i do this? =.= amazingly dissapointed in myself. and im sorryyy Xangaaa, im coming back baby! hehe, our 4 anniversary is coming up :) i wont be surprised if i get a Xanga tat by the end of the 10th year.

3 more days till im home free. it's like standing on 1st base, you can see yourself doing a homerun but you cant because there are 'things' in the way, in this case, it would be Cate Blanchett and clan. Ohh i miss Baseball & softball :( Mmm, not that im complaning or anything.. oh wait i am. heh. im bored, no facebook, people are not replying my random texts, and noone's on Twitter :(

summer is almost overr. despite living in a country that is practically summer all year long, i still fancy the term 'summer vacation' some things never die you see. JIS has put a whole lot of things in me, for one, i cannot spell color with a 'u' or realize with an 's'. oh my god, what am i crapping about? Cate Blanchett is still on that football site, hmmm.. anyway, was thinking of a post to wrap up summer.

WORLD STAGE! So fucking stoked! Can't wait. It may just be the right thing for me now. partying and random acts of spontaneity. pretty sure something stupid is going to happen with the company i have that evening.

on a lighter note;

you cannot imagine how much i hate you people and want to rip out your guts and give them to Paul for his entertainment.

from day 1;

2010-05-28T00:27:00.002+08:00

what'd i tell ya? TEAM DEWYZE!

GOOD JOB!

2010-05-11T21:29:00.004+08:00

8-0 scoreline, record breaking 103 goals. Nuff said. CHELSEA!
FA Cup on Saturday. Let's bring that home too.

7 years;

2010-05-09T22:15:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday you. You have taught me so many things that I dont even know where to start talking about it. You bring so much joy into my life. The things I've learnt from you, I'll never forget! Thank you for existing and being my numero uno. I ♥ you. Keep rocking your 31 year old ass.

World Behind My Wall;

2010-05-02T17:30:00.004+08:00

What a perfect day. 01052010. Signing session in the morning. Front fucking row view. Meet and greet. To top it off, I got a hug from Tom and Georg. The show pwns the shit out of Boys Like Girls and most definately All-American Rejects. They actually sound like how they do on the CD. Bonus right there. AND, they're coming back.

thank God for Chueh and Pardee;

2010-04-25T22:14:00.002+08:00

The people who bring joy to my life. Right.. and moving on to History and Studio.

i miss the old times;

2010-04-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

i'll try to get used to it. so far so good though.

for lokijun;

2010-04-02T01:01:00.002+08:00

Can you guess the riddle?

2010-03-07T21:04:00.001+08:00

I turn polar bears white, and I will make you cry.
I make guys have to pee, and girls comb their hair.
I make celebrities look stupid, and normal people look like celebrities.
I turn pancakes brown, and make your champane bubble.
If you sqeeze me, I'll pop, If you look at me, you'll pop.

apparently Harvard grads couldn't solve it and kindergarten could solve it in a flash. can you? dont google!

that said;

2010-02-19T18:28:00.002+08:00

i want to see a rainbow in ireland please.

foood, fireworks & freaksinlovee;

2010-02-15T13:09:00.007+08:00

It;s that time of year when you can chow down all you can, get fat and noone really cares. It's the only time to be happy being unbounded to someone in order to get some free moolah. A little from here and there goes a long way.

This year was on exception. Only thing was the 'burn your money to make pretty patterns in the sky' (fireworks) session had cut down to about 30%. Though, am still quite satisfied b/c of the shots I got. Enjoyy.

Oh, and it was valentine's day too. Not any different than other years. A little shout out to Adrianna, Tiff, Lisa, Jon Sim, NinjaBro, Amie, Samina, Mr. IrishBoy and Steven. All the stupid things and conversations we had, I cherish. Let's finally visit each other one damn day. lol. And also my mates from college, random places and high school. You know who you are ;P

much lovee.

you kill me with your kiss, it's so hard to resist you;

2010-01-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

the year is starting to look pretty good to me wouldn't you say? i dont care what you say, the Boys Like Girls part of the show was blinking amazing. Much better than The All-American Rejects if you asked me. Maybe because I like them more than AAR. But showmanship most definately goes to Tyson Ritter the Glitter Monster.

I want to go for Saosin but I am so broke. Muse and Paramore, doesn't even need to cross my mind anymore. Thank you for not wanting to cross a fucking bridge. Kris Allen, if I dont ave to pay for you, I'll be seeing you soon. Adam Lambert, I will pay $500 to see you perform right infront of my eyes.

Semester 5 now, we'll see where this takes me this time round.

150;

2010-01-09T00:42:00.003+08:00

If I were a month, I’d be September.
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Thursday.
If I were a time of day, I'd be 11.11PM.
If I were a planet, I’d be Pluto.
If I were a sea animal, I’d be an otter.
If I were a direction, I’d be West.
If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a bed.
If I were a liquid, I’d be perfume.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be a Fire Blue Spinal.
If I were a tree, I’d be a mapel tree.
If I were a flower, I’d be a Blue Daisy.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be a soft summer rain.
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a piano.
If I were a color, I’d be apple green.
If I were an emotion, I’d be cheerful.
If I were a fruit, I’d be a passion fruit.
If I were a cartoon character, I'd be Stitch.
If I were a sound, I’d be the sound of laughter.
If I were a celebrity, I'd be Adam Lambert.
If I were an element, I’d be water.
If I were a car, I’d be a bicycle.
If I were a place, I’d be in the heart.
If I were a sight, I'd be interesting to each individual.
If I were a material, I’d be natural.
If I were a taste, I’d taste love.
If I were a scent, I’d be Jean Paul Gaultier!
If I were an animal, I’d be a unicorn.
If I were a body part, I’d be the welcoming eyes.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a compassionate smile.
If I were a song, I’d be true to the heart.
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be barefoot.

why will you never come to this country called Malaysia? :/ Ronnie!

what happened here?

2010-01-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

2009 wasn't a very good hair year i assume? :) there there, we'll get through together.

LOL.

"what are your resolutions this year?"

2010-01-02T20:51:00.000+08:00

just kidding :) happy new year everyone.

too-oh-oh-nyne;

2009-12-31T22:59:00.006+08:00

so another year has passed. it's definately a year that i'll remember. 2009 has taught me to alot of things, some which i hold dear to my heart, some for laughs and some to share with everyone. the acts of stupidity and curiosity is what i'll learn from and take on with me to 2010. it's been a fun year. to the people i've come to call my friends and to those who i now call retards, love you all and i hope 2010 treats you right :) it has been a year of firsts and reencounters for me but i wouldn't change it for the world. so here are my pick this year of what i saw through my eyes and i hope it makes you smile as it does me.

you didn' t think i'd actually upload MY pictures up here did you? :)

i hear the fireworks already. happy 2010 everyone :) much love.

so this is taiwan;

2009-12-28T00:59:00.006+08:00

Mmm, I went to Taiwan. It strangely resembles Japan for some reason. No doubt nothing can beat Japan, but living there for 2 years and then going there to see this, idk you be the judge. Besides that, shopping, food and people. 'Nuff said. Let the picspam do all the talking shall we?

oh my goshhh typo =.= too late. "of THE tallest building in the world"

Oh, and merry christmas to you all. I rock Hexic yo.

hello starshine;

2009-12-03T12:17:00.001+08:00

i haven't been on here for a while now. sup?

seriously;

2009-11-14T10:58:00.002+08:00

whoever you are, just go die. noone deserves to feel like that. stop giving her hope then.

break her heart, say bye bye to your manhood.

We'll get it right this time;

2009-11-08T03:30:00.006+08:00

I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive, so I'm going to start over tonight, beginning with you and I. When this memory fades I'm gonna make sure it's replaced, with chances taken, hope embraced, I hope I told you. I'm not going cause I've been waiting for a miracle. And I'm not leaving. I won't let you, let you give up on a miracle. It's not faith if, if you use your eyes. We'll get it right this time, let's leave this all behind.

haha. that's uber cute. i'll go update my facebook status then :)

Studio crit is less than a month. I'm doomed.

you can sit beside me when the world comes down;

2009-11-01T02:14:00.003+08:00

fucking awesome. need i say more? :)

i had good company, a good spot and a little luck on my side I suppose. And by the way, never trust Sasha again Ki Jun. We might end up in Penang the next time. LOL.

thanks for the memories;

2009-10-24T12:04:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was funn :) thank you all! much love! xD

I now have a new Chelsea buddy to watch my late night matches with :)

ayam back;

2009-10-07T20:22:00.006+08:00

namaste. here's a little sneak peek from Nepal. We have more the 40GB worth of pictures so you know where to find the rest. All in all, Nepal was blinking amazing. Really it was. From the company to the places we went. We saw Everest, bonded with the locals, wandered the streets and conqured like there was no tomorrow. Must say, this time round, I realized many things which I would never do. Enjoy.

Mmm, I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world. Right now I need to get back to working drawings. GG-ness. tomorrow submission, and I'm still here. FTW.

unpack to repack;

2009-09-27T23:35:00.003+08:00

Look what daddy got me from London? I dont care that it doesn't have a number or it doesn't have the EPL tag. He hates Chelsea and he still got it for me :) Yayy.

Mmm, just finished packing. Stacie is sleeping over, we'll get going at 4am tomorrow. Ayam very full from dinner. Uhh, been out so much lately it's unusual. I like this freedom and I dont want to abuse it but dang it's addictive.

Working drawings. DIE. Studio. DIE. Services. DYING. History. DYING. Structures. DEAD. Oh I have so much work to doo :/ I will terrorize Alina this week :) Bye bye loves! But for now;

A look into the future;

2009-09-24T15:42:00.005+08:00

September has almost come to an end and we'll close another month in our lives soon. Not much is going to happen but this next month;

decipher if you can loves!

To the people related, I can't wait for it to happen and I am so stoked! Especially for Halloween. I remember last year, it was fun. The sight of people in weird looking outfits excite me I suppose. And I forsee that my wallet is going to be getting lighter and lighter as the days pass by b/c it's about.. 13 people's birthdays who fall under that month. Was October making babies season a few years back or what? haha, it's going to be fun I think!

As of now, my workload is still piling up. Working drawings, Studio, PAM Camp, Services, History and dare I say it? STRUCTURES.

zomg say 'YAY!' with me :D

Wake me up when September ends;

2009-09-17T22:07:00.003+08:00

Wow, this month has been pretty hectic. Assignments, Mid-terms and also presentations. We've survived a whole lot of crap this month. I fear it's only going to get worse. Though it may be hectic and crappy, i think we all do agree that we do enjoy it :)

Anyway here are some random pictures of the month's events;

what the NKVE looks like at 5 in the morning.

NEW SABD SHIRTS ARE HERE :D call me.

i want you to look very cleary on the news paper. no really.

taken by the felix: douglas wan, dont act cute please, the pikachu face is not working.

Still to come;
1. BEP meet and greet

2. NEPAL!
3. AAR show with the bunch :)

it's going to be funnn this time round!

2009-09-13T12:09:00.002+08:00

mmm, i hope they play this that night! it's uber cute :D

workload update;
1. Studio 2; Creature Scanning (Tuesday)
2. Working Drawings; Plans (Tuesday)
3. Services 2; Mid Term (Thursday)
4. Services 2; Research Draft (Monday) wtf.

oh yaay, i have so much free time =.=

invaded;

2009-09-07T04:32:00.001+08:00

zhen yang has invaded my blog. nooooo. mmm, modeling finish. now to max and cad it! x.x

That special one

2009-09-06T20:39:00.002+08:00

HELLO special one.

i've been staring at you for days and nights. im sure you don't even realize that. but i hope you'll realize someday.

sighhh..

zyyyyyyyy...

special post for marie;

2009-09-06T18:39:00.002+08:00

AHAHAH. but this guy's voice damn nice! xD omg. jun win singing next to me. LOL.

aiyoh. studio, die. :/ looks like i'll have to stay over tonight :/ im going to stink.

jun win: JJ read this.

the crazy irish boy made me post this!

2009-09-01T23:52:00.004+08:00

I am officially grounded until furthur notice :D say thank you to Chelsea people! balik lambat that night kenaa from parents. haha. damn funny. mmkay people all updating their blogs now. eesh ZY, you la. fine, update untuk you.

1. September = the busiest month everr.
2. ZY is going to Nepal with us! Yay! Come, I push you off the Himalayas.
3. My max skills died, Karlson, aren't you proud of me?
4. Sue and I need to go see I Love You, Beth Cooper together.
5. BTS, you have a very nice name :D and eyes tooo.
6. I made a new plurk friend! Hiii Jeremy!
7. Need to start my 'diet' again -.- must gungho that one.
8. Will keep my word to mummy to be a singelton till Aussie. Sue you broke the pack, boo.
9. GAMER! ZOMG we go watch la Athan & Siti Aiman!
10. Boys Like Girls CD, must collect. Paul :D
11. I must control my swearing. I tend to let out too many unwanted words in Athan's holy carrides :D sorrehhh.
12. Ahahah. Siti Aiman, sorry sorry sorry sorry neka neka neka neka... hahhha.
13. Aiyohhh. 3ds Max, I forgot everything already.
14. Chelsea is currently #1 now :D
15. I am the man for walking up 16 flights of stairs today with the Jake. I love my Jake :D

back to history 1, working drawings and studio nowww. die die dieee. aiyohh. 1am already. still nothing on my max T.T it's times like this that I wish I paied attention to S N Low's Revit skills.

i am hungry. rawrr.

SCREW THE KINGFISHERS;

2009-08-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

YoYo! Kingfishers dont appeal anymore! Let's do otters, pleaseee??? :D :D :D

On another note, September is going to be one hell of a month:

- 8th; submission for observation tower
- 12th; structures mid term T.T
- 14th; history presentation/submission
- 15th; creature scanning submission & working drawing's submission part 1/4
- 28th; NEPAL!

Wow, can die! Siapa nak jadi teman?

it's funny how things can change 180 degrees in such a short period of time. good things never last. i'm only kidding myself.

the way you make me feel, you really turn me on;

2009-08-21T19:36:00.004+08:00

my friends suka kamu, I pun suka kamu.

oh, taman negara pictures! some of them la. others on you know where.

the cutest things on the island :D i call the white shirt one!

SERIOUSLY. I wasn't lying. Communication deprived for 3 days :D thank you for TRYING to call/text me. I'll save the voicemails from world stage! haha. I'll find someway to do it :] thank yeww homosapiens! i love you all :D

i want a cute little unicorn for my birthday!

dear jon lw;

2009-08-19T15:40:00.002+08:00

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR RECORDING THE WORLD STAGE FOR ME! And gosh! you were so close to the stage! Ahhh! I saw the few videos already today and they're so amazing! Am so stoked to see the rest! Why is Pixie Lott the longest? -.- Anyway yayyyy you recorded AAR & BLG! much love to you Jonnnyyy! I wont try to push you into the pond anymore in college :D THANK YOU!

on a lighter note, I actually miss taman negara and rapid shooting :( it was so much funnn.

let's go listen to Melee! And Chris is following me on twitter now. yikes.

super dill!

2009-08-10T23:32:00.003+08:00

Have just found out that one of my favourite Daughtry songs was co-writter by Chad Kroeger and Eric Dill. Eric Dill, yes you read right. I didn't know the Dillster can be so sentimental. (actually I can believe it but let's throw in the dramatic effect shall we?) The overall will DEFINATELY go to Daughtry, however, I think Eric does it good as well. What do you think?

New SABD Shirts are up! They looks REALLY good! Go buy them! Click HERE. CALL ME! Put your name when you text me though.

ooohhh, i couldn't help it. dont you remember this?? I used to LOVE this song and the music video is the gay-est shit I've ever seen in my life. But that aside, do you notice how close is Joey's face in the video?? :D

JOEY ZEHRR! I LOVE YOU! :D :D :D

hey you;

2009-08-09T01:19:00.001+08:00

Tageth byeth Alana:
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
• nah, just retarded.

2. Smart?
• humor-smart.

3. Preferred age?
• same? older?

4. Preferred height?
• AVERAGE PLEASE. not very tall here.

5. How about sense of humor?
• DUH.

6. How about piercings?
• sexyyy

7. Accepts you for who you are?
• OH YES. If it were to be based on my looks, I'd only be able to marry Godzilla.

8. Pink hair?
• COOL

9. Mushy or no?
• depends

10. Thin or fat?
• not thin. NOO.

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
• not purple!

12. Long hair or short hair?
• dependsss.

13. Plastic or metal?
• huh?

14. Smells good?
• oh ew, i dont want him to smell bad.

15. Smoker?
• NO WAY.

16. Drinker?
• A little

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
• Yes please.

18. Muscular?
• NO.

19. Plays piano?
• YES.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
• YES.

21. Plays violin?
• I'm good with the first two.

22. Sings very good?
• Noone beats Chris Cron.

23. Vain?
• A little.

24. With glasses?
• doesn't matter

25. With braces?
• Dont care.

26. Shy type?
• A guy, shy?

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
• Both.

28. Active or passive?
• ...

29. Tight or bomb?
• nyeh?

30. Singer or dancer?
• Singer. I hate dancers.

31. Stunner?
• Nahhhh

32. Hiphop?
• NO WAY

33. Earrings?
• yes please!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
• -

35. Dimples?
• so cute! yesss :D

36. Bookworm?
• nooo.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
• YES :D

38. Playful?
• DUH.

39. Flirt?
• only to me :D

40. Poem writer?
• errr.. no. maybe a little. a blogger, yes.

41. Serious?
• sometimes.

42. Campus crush?
• Nyeh?

43. Painter?
• Better :D

44. Religious?
• I dont care, just dont expect me to follow it.

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
• depends on who.

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
• internetttt!

47. Speaks 20 languages?
• exotic much?

48. Loyal or faithful?
• loyal

49. good kisser
• :D

50. loves children??
• DUH.

i want a ricky sans

2009-08-04T21:46:00.003+08:00

so old but never fails to make me smile.

IF THEY WERE GOING TO MTV WORLD STAGE, I'd CRY. Because... I have a freaking site visit to Taman Negara. So on the night of the concert, I have to walk through the jungle while my friends are having a blast jumping along to the acts. IWANTTOGOOOO! :( Whoever is going better call me when Boys Like Girls & All-American Rejects are playing.

Oh, I want a Chris Cron too.

egg drop project;

2009-08-03T20:54:00.001+08:00

nooooo. why? :(

Back to the studio;

2009-07-26T23:45:00.003+08:00

I've made a list, and I intend to follow it. Let's see how far I'll go shall we? I'll start it off;

mm, goodnight world. back to the ritual of waking up and crashing into things again because i'm half dead. fun.

someone take me to the MTV World Stage please. I'll love you forever and I'll be your slave for ever and ever and ever. I need to tell Nick that the tattoo of Chiquita is just too adorable.

Revamp;

2009-07-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

time for one.

i was once a treehouse, i lived in a cake!

2009-07-15T00:10:00.001+08:00

REMEMBER THIS GUYS?! :D

Rachel, in the future;

2009-07-06T23:46:00.002+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I support! seriously.

5th week and counting.

2009-06-30T00:32:00.002+08:00

Have been watching this show for about a month now. It is by far, one of the only shows that I will say is equivalent to LOST and Ugly Betty. And for those who know me, I love my LOST and Betty time.

I like them all. They're all so funny and have characters of their own. You should watch it. Leverage. It stars Timothy Hutton, the guy in the middle. It's funny. Really, it is.

I HATE CONTOUR MODELS;

2009-06-22T23:37:00.004+08:00

Screw you stupid models. I hate you. The fact that I have to contour-fy even the roads and the valleys and the drops sucks. You could have made life a hella lot easier by just being flat, or simple. I HATE YOU. You cost me a lot of time and effort that now have gone to waste. I cannot stand another day cutting a million pieces of modeling board just to make you.

On the other hand, I now know how to read contour-ed site plans and extrapolate them. :]

OH. This is Joe, my workmate. Don't be rude, say hi to him.

SusuTheRetardedBestMateTagkanSaya;

2009-06-07T21:41:00.003+08:00

1 . Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
:D

2 . How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING ?
'God, I wish I could sleep like this everyday!'

3 . Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH ?
SUSEHH :D

4 . Would you consider yourself SPOILED ?
I hope not.

5 . Will you ever donate BLOOD ?
Yes.

6 . Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX ?
duh.

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD ?
of course dear, why do you ask?

8 . What does your last text message SAY ?
-

9 . What are you thinking about right NOW ?
I cari pasal myself. Why was I so keen? Now I regret big time.

1o . Do you want someone to be with you right NOW ?
YES. Better if my name was known :/

11 . What was the time you went to bed last night ?
pukul dua pagi.

12 . Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
Catch Up.

13 . Is someone on your mind right NOW ?
WOW, you read my mind! Come here you :D

14 . Who was the last person who text YOU ?
Susehhh.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz .
1 . Sue (tag balik)
2 . Aiman
3 . YShuian
4 . Alana
5 . Felix
6 . Teo
7 . MJ
8 . Tiffany
9 . Rachel Lee Ju Dei
10. Jon Low

15 . Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH ?
some japanesse, lalafied guy :D

16 . Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE ?
ask Harry and gang la.

17 . If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good ?
HAHAHHAA. DISASTEERR.

18 . What is no.1 studying?
Psychology :D will become my personal one when i graduate :D

19 . When was the last time you chatted with THEM ?
A while for a few.

20 . IS no.4 SINGLE ?
I think so! But I hope not anymore dear! :D

21 . Say something about no.2 .
MOOOO. One of my best mates :D

22 . What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being TOGETHER ?
LMFAO. AHAHAHA.

23 . Describe no.9 .
I miss her! :(

24 . What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT ?
Laugh.

25 . Do you like NO.8 ?
one of my best mates! :D

Moving on to the 4th in 2 months;

2009-05-27T22:43:00.003+08:00

Mmm, got employed! Will make full use to life, as of now.

Jun Win, I malas to update only :P

EXAM WEEK;

2009-05-05T21:12:00.000+08:00

DIE LA.

"stress ah? stress ah?"

2009-04-23T20:58:00.002+08:00

my god. Can I quit architorture? Like it's not enough that my classes confuse me already, I keep mixing up my lecturers; in my defence, Suja taught BC last sem okay, and my assignments are never ending. Especially this PARTICULAR subject on my list. CAD 2; 3ds max.

The thought of failing the subject and retaking it next semester really did cross my mind, and it still is. I don't know how to cope with it especially since my computer is giving me problems. I know I should've just used the computers in the digi lab but I can't! I used max 9 instead of max 7. If the comps in the digi lab would've had max 9, I'd prolly already finished my assignment. This is because, I KEEP GETTING AN ERROR EVERY BLODDY TIME I TRY TO RENDER. The heck la. Aiyo and my building is so simple. I dont know why I damn smart, went and picked this building. I know, because I thought it was simple enough. NO IT ISN'T! Gah. I hope I can render and pass up in time. God knows how long it'll take to render :/

stupid model doesn't even look like what it's suppose to look it also.

How? I ask you? DIE LA, that's how.
now trying to render again :/

SEXY FACE!

2009-04-04T17:47:00.003+08:00

anyone else thinks he looks like a horse too? don't get me wrong, i like the guy, it's just when I saw this picture I had to go 'damn, he looks like a horse trying to sing.'

Okay 3D Max-ers! Tell me who he(Danny Gokey) looks like!
Please don't fail me for CAD 2 ya sir.

i hate 3ds max now;

2009-03-29T22:00:00.001+08:00

the bloody thing is eating my graphic card -.- my Jake is lagging. i hate you 3d max. i really do.

I haven't posted here in a long time;

2009-03-22T19:50:00.002+08:00

And I prolly won't anytime soon? Idk. Depends on my mood. College has been so far so good. Went to KLPAC for Studio and saw this pretty cool play. And now we're suppose to design a retreat for our 'client'. Also, 3Ds Max has taken a toll on me. I need help.

Yeah, japanesse men dancing.

KAIRI! Macam ni boleh? Or should I not do pictures?
I slap you if you ask me if I took this or not.

Degree Orientation;

2009-03-07T23:28:00.001+08:00

check your tags people! :D

Studio 1;

2009-02-26T20:11:00.005+08:00

Our 1:1 model is done! :D finally. It was so amazing that we all could pull it off with such a short period of time. Two groups did our presentations today. Jambu and Angel. Most of the pictures is with Miss Aiman.

All our actors were so amazing. Ki Jun, Chantelleee, Aaron and JJ, woah, their acting is effing amazing. So were the Jambu people. By the way, Purple Box is so freaking cold.

Jun and Ami doing their Jambu play.

i used half a bottle of powder on him; but he looks old! :D

Douglas with out model. Look at Angela, she stands!

Ki Junnn! + Lei Ling!

Saw JJ! + LalaLeeLeiLing :]

Problems encountered;
- cardboard pillars to hold the wings and silhouette frame got wet.
- someone ffk our performance, say nak balik tak balik pun.
- did not bring dslr with me so i get sucky photos.

Achievement today;
- taken a step perhaps in leading me to my goal?
- PASSED UP 3DS MAX!
- talked to JinJin :] finallyyy.
- banyak foetoes from the play(s).

Assignments to go;
- Services draft
- Construction Slideshow
- Car sticker thing. I forgot about that. Sorry Jun Win.

it's been a year;

2009-02-24T22:52:00.002+08:00

dearest maro,
it's been a year since you ahem-ed (ran out of batteries/passed on/gone to heaven) and we're just sitting here thinking you'd come back to class one day like it'll be normal. But really, it was never going to be normal since a year ago huh? Oh well. Wherever you are, I hope you're doing fine :] Just remember we all miss you!

on a lighter note, THE MODEL FOR STUDIO IS COMPLETED! YAYY.

on a death note;
- i need to finish CAD by thursday, which is IMPOSSIBLE
- i need to find a construction site for high rise that would let me research in it
- i need to look for a place for services
- i need to get yoohoo off my thoughts
- i need a life :O

Libra;

2009-02-18T21:46:00.001+08:00

"This is not the end of the world. It isn't. Really. You will get over what you're going through."

mmm. hope so.

oh crap, i forgot the aphostrophy;

2009-02-14T11:30:00.003+08:00

hmmm;

2009-02-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

no valentines again -.- this is getting sad.

from najat's note;

2009-02-06T16:39:00.004+08:00

hey guys, SABD & Design School car sticker competition is up and running! prizes include free participation (registration?) to *PAM/ID camp, cash prizes, vouchers and so on!

for more information on rules & regulations and design requirements, check out the blog: http://www.sabdtaylors.blogspot.com/

*PAM (architecture) camp and ID camp (separate events) are annual events where architecture and id students from various colleges and universities meet, mingle, compete and work together for a duration of a few days. The students that are sent are divided into two groups, the first being participators (usually higher semester students) where you are involved in the games/competitions designed throughout the event, whereas the second is as observers (lower semesters) where you pretty much observe, learn and participate here and there.

anyway, it's a prestigious event, very fun you won't regret, and will do you good later in the future. and... yeah. it's a long story so to know more, leave a message.

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okay people! start creating! :D not bad you know the prizes.

"CREDIT" GOES TO CHOI JUN WIN. STALK HIM FOR INFORMATION: 0123178011

taggedeth byeth tiffanyeth;

2009-01-31T23:01:00.004+08:00

1. Do you think you're hot?
do you? o.O

2. Upload a favourite picture of you.

3. Why do you like this picture?
i like la. cannot?

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
uh... the last time was at Rachel's place.

5. The last song you listened to.
Headlines Read Out. I swear, Travis is the only one who i've seen and can pull off the long redhead look.

6. What are you doing right now besides this?
blogging on my other blog.

7. What name do you prefer besides yours?
Cassie :D

8. 5 people to tag.
1) Sue
2) Felix
3) Aiman
4) Fiona
5) Rachel

9. Who is no.1?
One of my bestest mates in the whole world!

10. No.3 is having relationship with?
errr... Bill Kaulitz!

11. Say something about no.5.
BLUR CASE!

12. How about no. 4?
She very tall :O

13. Who is no.2?
My Inshane Binoculars! :D

PEOPLE!

2009-01-25T00:11:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! :D
I balik kampung already! anything, text/call weh!

Quackk;

2009-01-19T22:13:00.003+08:00

I went with my friend to KLPAC the other day for our studio to help the seniors with an art installation. It was funn.

Ami and me both rock Converse.

we went turtle fishing!

ducks!! i call dibs on the one with the yellow beak!

Stabbed by Alan;

2009-01-18T09:41:00.002+08:00

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you wish are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i study with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessray.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

the victims:
1. Felix
2. Tiffany
3. Edwin
4. Sue
5. Nicole

Colors and college;

2009-01-12T22:19:00.006+08:00

The other day I was suppose to clean these bottles filled with gunk. It was disgusting. The colors were so bright, it looked like if you came in contact with them you would risk toxic burns or something. But my mom instisted. So I cleaned la; and took pictures of them. Kay la, the pics not very chunted. But working on it :]

super banyak man

so the i color coordinated it.

*hint hint*

seriously, it looks like toxic jelly.

then.. i made a mess. (it REALLY looks like this! after you mix it up that is)

Okay so, first day of college today. Things went off to a rough start, Ju Wei started telling everyone about the news. I will KILL you woman. Why la you have to go? Mmkay, then, skinny and I decided to make the most of everything. We figured that we should just get use to it. So things started to change for the better. I hope we'll make it through this sem fine. Saw many people, pretty happy because we haven't seen each other in AGES. (YOU! We still have lunch! :P i won't forget!) Haha, the stories we shared and stuff we laughed about. Dangg. Good times, good times. Let's make more this semester!

Oh and btw, I linked a few of you guys. hope you don't mind!

The Tiffany T. Tag:

2009-01-07T20:18:00.003+08:00

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?
depends. is his name Joey Z?

2. How about drinking?
If you don't drive, live within walking distance then drink all you want.

3. Do you like someone you can't have?
Ya ya. JOEY! HELLO?!

4. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
is your name Joey Z?

5. What's your favourite sport?
Equestrian. Netball. Banyak lagi.

6. It's saturday night, you're home alone... what do you do?
Since AXN Beyond is on, I'd catch up with Lost and Roswell.

7. Do you like roller coasters?
&nodds;

8. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?
When I feel like it, depends who you are. JZ?

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
JOSEPHDAVIDZEHR!

10. What are you doing this weekend?
nothing much. preparing for college? idk.

11. What is your favourite restaurant?
If you have food, you'll be my favourite restaurant.

12. Have you ever hugged someone?
come. &hugs; yup. you.

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?
you want me to die?

14. Do you like anyone right now?
JOSEPHDAVIDZEHR.

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Hair.

16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?
Both!

17. What kind of phone do you have?
Nokia something.

18. Computer or Laptop?
Laptop! Jake!

19. Jeans or sweats?
Depends what I'm wearing it for tho.

20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?
2008.

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?
100.

22. What should you be doing right now?
Uhh.. nothing?

23. What is your favourite TV show?
LOST. zomg. don't you like it too??

24. What's been your last purchase?
food, no no. parking ticket.

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?
Joey doesn't smoke. so I think not?

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?
duhhh. i hope you don't have that video anymore.

27. What do you do when you're at home?
eat. sleep. why? What do you do?

28. What is your favourite subject?
Haha. CAD prolly.

29. What's the best thing that happened on you?
on me? shouldn't it be to me? stop confusing me newt.

30. Tag 10 people: (in no order)
- Felix
- Rachel
- Vivienne
- Sue
- Edwin
- Alana
- Fiona
- Aiman
- YShuian
- Nicole

my dear tiffany;

2009-01-05T21:06:00.002+08:00

YES I DO SAYANG MY OTHER SITE MORE! SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS! :] That's why every minute I post there.

2009;

2009-01-02T14:47:00.001+08:00

new layout. new links. like?

A year has gone by;

2008-12-31T22:55:00.003+08:00

So the year has passed by in a flash (literally) and I've done so many things this year that I would have never dreamed of doing. The friends I've made, emotions I've experienced, scenes I've seen, the stories I've come up with, they all seem worth it at this moment.

Here are some of my top 15 photos I've taken all year long. Sorry it doesn't have pictures of ya'll but you def will find them on my private blog!

Well, I hope you like the photos as much as I do. They may not be the best photos ever, and they may not look good, but I like them and I hope you do too. All these were taken by me and I don't take pride in claiming other people's work. Enjoy! As of now;

PRESENTS!

2008-12-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

Yes! I did name her.