the not bothering to respond is bothering me. i do not like it. have told to your face many times. am getting a little sick of it. as much as i like to believe you want to talk to me, i'd like to see a response.

forever my little baby;

happy 1st birthday micah dearest. i miss you and i love you so very much. cant wait to go home and give you lots of cuddles and kisses xx look how big you've grown!

"it's amazing how a single text, can change your mood completely. and it's amazing how just expecting one and receiving none in return can change your mood completely as well."

was always told that texting does not define feelings for one. but, it is proving a different point now.

8 months, 278 days;

"start everyday with a new hope, leave bad memories behind and have faith for a better tomorrow"

well of course just like everybody, we have our fair share of problems. sometimes we share it and i believe at times we dont. it's pretty amazing to see that we've been together for a while now and we're still happy with each other. was talking to a friend the other day and she said she needs somewhere to hide when she's feeling sad. well i believe in this case, you ARE my place to hide and you have defined me in the last 8 months. been saying hurtful and disappointing things to you lately, but we did promise to never keep secrets. and i can only hold on for so long before it manifests into a secret. im sorry fatty :( i still love you tho x

on a side note, uni has been pretty alright. very stressful but alright. having done my placements in two different settings i can see which i might lean towards. still on the fence with it though to be honest. i am enjoying my course, & that is something you wont hear a lot from me.

"learning is being, being is believing"

when you talk to me i swear the whole world stops;
you’re my sweetheart and i’m so glad that you’re mine,
You are one of a kind.

ah procrastination on the essay is hitting me hard.
on a side note, i think i have completely abandoned xanga :(

so i may be a little smitten.

but thats ok, i like how this feels. i hope you do too.

210;

"6 months isnt a long time, but for us, considering our past, it is."



its been a while hasn't it? i've never been happier. things may seem a little out of hand lately; i do feel like my life's a mess, but, im glad you're always there to keep me grounded and hold me when i need it. we've had our share of ups and downs. not everyone approves but i dont care. you're there for me and i whole heartedly appreciate that.

i love you, happy 6 months hun x.