it was real;

believe me or not, i never felt like that before. loved every second from the start. it may seem like i've moved on, maybe i have, but i wouldn't trade it away for the world :) you mean a whole lot to me, no matter what.


so stoked for adam lambert. but he's not even confirmed. ftw.

can i have a wish right now?

Bill and Tom Kaulitz, happy birthday :) you're just a year older but your success is immensely admirable. I dont know how you do it but you guys can go on moving forward doing your thing and being happy even with 372837 people hating you guys. I admire that and I look up to you in the sense that you've done what you wanted to do and excelled in it with smiles. I LOVE seeing you boys live, it really brings me so much of joy :) Cant wait for a full length concert the next time.

THIS MAN MIGHT COME DOWN ON THE 14th of OCTOBER. IF HE DOES, THERE WILL BE ONE LESS SAD FACE IN THE WORLD. YOU CAN BET ON THAT. I dont even know if it's even happening yet, but I AM SO BEYOND STOKED.

wanting;

it's not like i want you to die. but since you couldn't careless, i want you to feel the pain! rawr! i hope karma comes and kicks you in the ass one day! hmph.

hehe;

oh my jareddd;

nuff' said.

what a stupid word;

assuming makes and ass out of you and me. do you know that?

it hurts more than the truth, a time bomb just waiting to happen. so dont assume kids. be chuck norris and talk it out face to face.

what a way to end the holidays;

i am not sorry for the epic amount of Tokio Hotel photos :)

back to college now eh?

bye bye frequent posting;

of raging outburst emotions. last day of work today, i will not need to blog to kill time no more. pretty stoked yet pretty sad that im leaving. quite like it here, people are so nice and my boss is too adorable. she gave us each a roll of yellow butter paper that costs a lot of $$ as an away gift (this is the part where you go 'awwwww'). done with my work for now so i guess i have a minute to post this. someone bought a hella lot of fruits (apricots, raspberries, cherries and blueberries) to the office.. it smells so good :)

world stage is tomorrow, pretty stoked now to think about it. it'll take my mind off things. going with wifey (and her friends) & kijun. hope it's worth the wait tho. AAR was a huge let down the last time round.

im trying very hard to get past every night without bringing my expectations up. i hate it when people text & call me at night now, it's so sad when i see someone else's name but yours. believe it or not, i've actually chucked my phone out the room once (okay that was because of annoyance over something else but still, it counts) i miss talking to you so much. idk who to turn to everytime i need someone to lie to me that everything is going to be alrighth. idk who to call everytime some random shit happens. and i dont know who to look for everytime i feel bored. so many things i want to tell you, but mainly, I MISS YOU.

college starting on monday. summer's almost over, hope it's not too late.