pretty much sums it up?

“You want to know what happiness is? It’s waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see him in his most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state. He breathes as though the weight of the world lays on anyone’s shoulder but his own. You smile, kiss his face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake him. You turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and in this moment, you know it doesn’t get any better than this.”

86;

the spaces between my fingers feel empty without yours.

happy birthday, you know what you are;

yes, you're a unicorn.

to the guy who makes me smile;

i love the way you make me feel when im around you. it feels real. but to be honest, im scared of letting you in like the rest because im afraid of you turning out to be just like them. i wont lie, im scared. but you're a chance im willing to take xx

thanks for making the decision for me. you're not as awesome as i think you are.

and it all comes crumbling down.

history repeats;

all good things must come to and end. ended before it started. didnt even give it a chance.

not like the movies;

020311;

Life is funny sometimes, we don't get things we want, but we get things we WANT. Am currently in Melbourne, although it's hard at first, I am coping. I've friends here that make me feel at home and all the love in the world. Events aren't falling short though. There seems to be a festival every weekend. Soundwave and the Bruswick Music Festival just passed and the Moomba Festival is coming up. Pretty stoked to be going.

I stumbled upon a rare opportunity last week; I got to go to a 30 Seconds to Mars show. It was a secret show in Melbourne, courtesy of Take 40. It's been my dream to go see a 30STM show and what better than to attend a semi-private show in Melbourne. About 100 people turned up for the event and the band rocked the evening. It was a short gig unfortunately but the band did not fail to amaze. I got amazing shots of my 'God', Shannon and Tom and I got to experience a once in a lifetime opportunity, partying on stage with the band for the number 'Kings and Queens'. For my first show in Melbourne, it was pretty much epic. And it was FREE.

'God'; he sings like a MAN.

Tomo needs a shave.

Monster on the drums.

This was the best view ever, I won't lie; I'm CRAZY.

And guess who else I met?? He's wayy too adorable man.

Dear Melbourne, I hope luck will finally stay on my side. You've been good to me, and it's only 3 weeks. I could get used to this.